Only 4 more days…
Apr 3rd, 2009 by admin
… and I’ll go back to the hospital and receive my 4th and last chemo. Let’s hope it won’t be too bad. I’ve noticed, that my body has more and more difficulties to handle the drugs. Even the promising “third week” was not really good. I’m constantly tired, really tired. I could sleep 14 hours a day, and still don’t feel rested.
I keep myself awake with small, mindless stuff in my sewing studio. Sorting fabric, finishing up small UFO’s, arrange scraps into a new pattern… Nothing really happens. Monday, it’ll start allover. Hope this time, the motivation of the “last chemo” will help me to get thru this easier. The lymphedema on my left arm is blooming up with every chemo cocktail. I can’t wait how it feels when the chemicals are finally worn off and my body belongs once again to me. How long is the going to take?
One positive thing happend this week: I didn’t need an aspiration at the second surgery site. Finally, the inner parts of the wound seem to heal up. Hope it stays this way.
Hey there, how are you doing? I saw your car next door today but was running out to get the kids and missed you. So here is to getting well soon and getting that sign out of your front yard